I tend to be very careful…this kind of feeling happens only with very few people…even the slightest move of the other person against me would hurt me like hell...trying to be careful is a defensive formula to adopt….not to peep…not to voluntarily interrupt…its liking admiring an animal without entering into its circle…May be putting a circle around me…not to cross boundaries…I wouldn’t say its pretending….but as I said earlier, with some relationships mind becomes fragile…breaking it or not is our choice….life’s full of choices, sometimes…