Inside of me ...

There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind...

6.00 pm. is that an odd time.
Dont know wat has happened to me.
dont know wat iam thinking right now.
Am I thinking anything...i wonder
Not normal, is wat i know abt me right now
Fear!!!
Am i scared???
my head is paining....feeling feverish
thoughts are in zig zag motion
Feeling terribly lonely
one reason might be the discussion we had on friday
I could stay alone was my propoganda..
I am thinking if iam wrong
Man..wat is that i want out of this life????
I wanted to go upstairs, and breath fresh air
oneside of me says....may be because i may sleep...why not sleep?
Its not the right time sleep!!
one thing iam doing good now is listening to Enigma
"turn off the light, take a deep breadth, relax"

something is sucking from within, dont know wat it is....but its powerful...its trying to spread its tentacles on me...iam struggling hard to defend..iam partly successful.....
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this post doesnt have an end now...............

"basic instinct, social life, paradoxes, side by side"
"Open your hearts & push the limits"
push the limits