Sometimes pain flows from within us,
as though a grief a mother would feel,
at the passing away of her unborn child,
a child whom she has not seen, touched or cuddled.
But, only felt as a presence within her;
a part of her.

----------by Ra.

and I cried now..

after a long time

for no reasons..

Word web says.....

Noun: Cipher is

1. A message written in a secret code
2. A mathematical element that when added to another number yields the same number
3. A quantity of no importance
4. A person of no influence
5. A secret method of writing

Not sure, why I choose this?

Being Single, but not alone...
I am trying to like the life in this way...
thinking of all the positives...

I am here because...
I dont know where to go.........

Pain is part of the past.

There isn't one of us who doesn't carry childhood wounds.
No matter how painful your young memories are, there were also glorious moments that kept you alive, or you would not be here today.

by Sarah Ban Breathnach.

Inside of me ...

There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind...

6.00 pm. is that an odd time.
Dont know wat has happened to me.
dont know wat iam thinking right now.
Am I thinking anything...i wonder
Not normal, is wat i know abt me right now
Fear!!!
Am i scared???
my head is paining....feeling feverish
thoughts are in zig zag motion
Feeling terribly lonely
one reason might be the discussion we had on friday
I could stay alone was my propoganda..
I am thinking if iam wrong
Man..wat is that i want out of this life????
I wanted to go upstairs, and breath fresh air
oneside of me says....may be because i may sleep...why not sleep?
Its not the right time sleep!!
one thing iam doing good now is listening to Enigma
"turn off the light, take a deep breadth, relax"

something is sucking from within, dont know wat it is....but its powerful...its trying to spread its tentacles on me...iam struggling hard to defend..iam partly successful.....
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this post doesnt have an end now...............

"basic instinct, social life, paradoxes, side by side"
"Open your hearts & push the limits"
push the limits

A couple of days back, for some reasons I was feeling very low. I was on my way to office. In between hundreds of passing by vehicles, the words written on the back side of a truck caught my attention. It said,

"ITHUVUM KADANTHU POGUM.
IVVULAGIL INBAM, THUNBAM ETHUVUM NIRANTHARAM ILLAI".

Thats what I call "driven by almighty".

Thank you God, once again.

Hi world,

I am connected.....Hurrrrrayyyyyy

:-)