It was not just another day...
all started at 11
first round - int - 25% confident - performance to my knowledge was not OK.
cleared
second round - w t - 50% confident - performance satisfactory.
cleared
third round - int -75% confident - satisfactory
cleared
Final round - int - 99.9% confident - performance good
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cleared but not offered ......for some silly reasons....

the end @7
its not the failure that matters. the meter started at 25%. But the 99.9% that was hit for a six which i find very difficult to regain...thats the problem with "hoping"....iam pulling the almighty, all my mighty, friends, inspirers and everyone possible into the scene to pull me up...trying to find hope in each and every move...like sms'es from friends...under ordinary circumstances i wonder if i would have given this importance to those forwarded msgs....
black------------white
bright-----------dark
right------------wrong
optimism--------pessimism
yes------------no
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as always, the choices are readily available....
to choose is an art
and blah.blah.blah.blah.